I’ve been quite miserable. You’d call me selfish — but I feel it more and more; I feel the need to be alone with people who understand without having to try. I need that sense of effortlessness right there — I just refuse to hold back these days. I refuse to settle for some lucidity of mind in my own privacy and then no more energy left, no more vitality left to keep me going. It’s all anxiety and restlessness. And — I find it more and more hard to waste my time on people I don’t truly care about for I feel they don’t care enough either. Or they do care, in their own way, but it’s just not meaningful to me whatsoever. Does it all lie in my complete inability to receive? At any rate, I think they surely like the idea — that’s why they obviously keep coming around for tea! But at this point, I can’t have that — and there’s no point, really, for they don’t understand, ever, and in all my misery I am still pretty arrogant and demanding enough to believe that it is my right to wish to be felt rather than be understood but that doesn’t seem to happen either. So, here it is: is it possible? I ask. Is “emotion” possible without “understanding” of some sort?
Virginia Woolf, from Selected Letters  (via marcescentfleur)


Flosstradamus @ UMF 2014

01 Flosstradamus - ID [Intro] 
02 Flosstradamus feat. Travis Porter - Drop Top 
03 NYMZ - Bingbong [FREE]
w/ French Montana - Ain’t Worried Bout Nothin 
04 Ace Hood & Future vs. JWLS - Bugatti Is Bored VII (Crizzly Mashup) [CASH MONEY]
w/ Baauer - Harlem Shake (Acappella) [JEFFREE’S (MAD DECENT)]
05 Flosstradamus & DJ Sliink - Crowd Ctrl [FOOL’S GOLD]
06 ID - ID 
w/ Junkie Kid - Claps Up (Breaux Hands To The Universe Edit) [AUDIOPHILE LIVE]
07 Missy Elliott - Work It (R4 Remix) [FREE]
08 GTA & Diplo - Boy Oh Boy [FREE]
w/ 2 Chainz feat. Kanye West - Birthday Song (Acappella) 
09 BlasterJaxx - Mystica (LOUDPVCK Remix) [REVEALED]
w/ French Montana feat. Rick Ross & Drake & Lil Wayne - Pop That (Acappella) [INTERSCOPE]
10 Flosstradamus feat. Casino - Mosh Pit [ULTRA]
11 GTA - The Crowd [FLY EYE]
12 Yellow Claw & Flosstradamus feat. Green Velvet - Pillz [FOOL’S GOLD]
13 RL Grime feat. What So Not - Tell Me (Working Title) [FREE]
w/ Beyonce feat. Jay-Z - Drunk In Love (Acappella) 
14 Flosstradamus - Underground Anthem [FREE]
15 D.O.D - More Cowbell [ONES TO WATCH (MIXMASH)]
w/ Young Dro - FDB (Acappella) 
w/ D.O.D - More Cowbell (Remedy Remix) [ONES TO WATCH (MIXMASH)]
16 Mayhem & Antiserum - Bricksquad Anthem (ID Remix) [FREE]
17 A$AP Ferg - Work [A$AP]
18 Flosstradamus - Deaf 
19 ID - ID 
w/ Martin Garrix vs. Dimitri Vegas & Like Mike - Tremor [SPINNIN’]
20 Dr. Dre - The Next Episode [AFTERMATH (INTERSCOPE)]
21 Flosstradamus - Roll Up (Baauer Remix) [FOOL’S GOLD]
w/ Flosstradamus - Roll Up (Baauer Remix) [Twerk Refix] [FOOL’S GOLD]
22 Lil Jon & The Eastside Boyz - Get Low 
23 Dillon Francis & DJ Snake - Get Low [MAD DECENT]
24 KillaGraham - Ice Cream Anthem (VIP) 
25 DJ Snake feat. Flosstradamus - Pop That Pussy [ULTRA]
26 Diplo & DJ Snake - Drop [BIG DADA RECORDINGS]
27 ID - ID 
28 2 Live Crew - We Want Some Pussy (Acappella) 
w/ MERCER & DJ Snake - Lunatic [SPINNIN’]
29 Carnage feat. Katie Got Bandz - Kat!e [FOOL’S GOLD]
30 Flosstradamus feat. Casino - Mosh Pit [ULTRA]
31 Flosstradamus feat. Waka Flocka Flame - Can’t Turn Down